"Oh no" I thought.
"All of these people, will I even stand out?"
I heard God's whisper in my heart "This is what I called you to, now go".
So that I did, i stood in line for about 1 1/2 to 2 hours and had a brief but good conversation with the Director. I felt great when she asked me to email her so we could set up a time to see the NICU! After my conversation with her I could have stood in line at any number of other places but I felt God say "no". So I left, even after hearing sooo many others say "You should apply for every position you can". To my surprise the Director emailed me that day, and we met a few days later. She showed me around the NICU and I was so impressed by it. I cant describe the overwhelming feeling of home I had. I was then given the opportunity for a peer interview where I felt so at home with the other nurses i could have sworn i was already part of the team.
Yesterday I got the call, and was offered the position. WOW.
Im not standing here confidant, I am just humbled as anyone can be. God has chosen ME to change the lives of the precious and weak and I am in awe that I am favored by God.
I am giving HIM all the glory for bringing me through such difficult circumstances over the past few years, for teaching me how to live receiving HIS grace and mercy, and for blessing me still.
If you have a dream, NEVER give up. Ask God for it and REACH!